Monday, October 13, 2008

Daddy...

Last year this time, daddy was still around... I still can remember the long corridor walk of the hospital to his ward. We were able to talk to each other and see each other at his ward but a year after I can only see daddy in my memory... I can't even reach his hands... My heartaches... A friend told me to concentrate on the living now, my mummy and my family... I try... but I can't help missing daddy...

Last afternoon, YS and I walked past the Soup Resturant and YS said 'Mummy we came to this place with Ah Gong and Ah Ma before.' I nodded my head and the next question my dear little girl popped, 'Are you going to cry?' I shaked my head... 'Are you sure you are not going to cry?' It seems that my dear little girl is aware that whenever at the mentioned of Ah Gong, mummy heartaches...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Michelle,
you have a very sensible girl!
It's never easy to let go..it took me a few years and I still think of him when I have the time. There are many regrets that we have, so we should work towards not repeating them again.
jia you! It took me a long time not to think so much but i will never forget.
Lizhu